10.06.2005

Split

I'm exactly split between good and bad, but like almost everything, bad overwhelms the good... so I can't feel the good that is there. It suxorz for me.
I keep on sayin' to myself "Argh, I'm just going to give up." But I know my priorities, so I end up sufferin' and not doing what I want to do because I know I have to go through with it.
Another thing. My life just hit another exposition where life was explodin' with happiness, and then one crummy day can bring it all down. Pathetic. Oh, I'm drowning in stupidity.
I hate Mexicans, kidz, and people, in general. Of course there are exceptions... but right now I'm going to be racist and judgemental. I'll probably retract my statement later.

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Blogger libra7891 said...

Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times- Aeschylus

No man is happy who does not think himself so. Aurelius Marcus

Real happiness is cheap enough, yet how dearly we pay for its counterfeit. Ballou Hosea

If we could read the secret history of our enemies, we should find in each man's life sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostilities. Longfellow Henry Wadsworth

We should feel sorrow, but not sink under its oppression. Confucius

Man is unhappy because he doesn't know he's happy. If anyone finds out he'll become happy at once. Dostoyevsky

Anybody can become angry--that is easy; but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way--that is not within everybody's power and is not easy. Aristotle

Sorrow, like rain, makes roses and mud. O'Malley Austin

Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know. Hemingway Ernest (looks like you are intelligent)

Well thats enough of other people's words, now for my own. Today couldnt have been too bad. Yeah the children might have been frustrating, but they were fun to watch. It did suck that we couldnt be in the NHS picture. We were so close too. We should take a picture of the two of us and try to get it into the yearbook. The two of us at some NHS event. Maybe at like the tutor class. Spanish club is getting rather annoying. Our officers are too weak, they barely do anything. They just stand up at the front and when Mrs Kingston Roohi asks a question they only answer for themselves and neglect the members. I am thinking about demanding a reelection. but at the point we are now, I think that it might be worthless. Cause really the only thing we have left are activities, which the Activity directors are taking care of... Well, now I have lost it actually. This was our week to sell candy and we have just missed it. I cant believe this, our only fundraising opportunity is now gone. I dont think a reelection would matter though. We will only have the same people in the same offices. I can go in there an try to change the officers, but I think it will only make me look like a jackass. I will have an awesome defense, but I think that the cards are stacked in their favor. I think that several members would just walk out, and others would hate me severely.

Oct 6, 2005, 10:55:00 PM  

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