4.24.2005

Crash and burn? Not today.

Congratulate me. I went behind the wheel for the very first time. The experience was unexpectedly wonderful. After driving around my neighborhood for about 10 minutes and learning how to turn and signal... my daddy got me onto the big road. I drove along side with other cars!!!!... I only got honked at once... and drove onto a curb once. Oh man, too cool. Too cool.. me driving that is, not the other two things.

4.23.2005

Self-control

Need
to
do
homework
sometime.
...

4.05.2005

Personal problems with self.

I'm not satisfied with myself. My thoughts. My actions. My incomprehensible speech. My mind is always linguring at the disruptive past of the unhappy past events. Nothing good ever comes out of it, so why do I dwell? It's something that cannot be stopped no matter how hard I try. I'm sure you all face the same predicaments, but how do you handle them? Stay in silence? Pretend you're actually okay? Life is a one chance thing, and here I am allowing my mind to decay in no-good thoughts. As for my actions: I've complained before about myself how I'm an inconsiderable fool, and how I wished to change that quality of myself, but so far I have exhibited no change. I forget that people around me actually care how I act. My thoughts and actions are one, both selfish. My incomprehensible speech? I have problems explaining things, whether it's school-related... or... just explaining things in general. I cannot word things the way I want to word them. I also cannot pronounce the word "trip". I cannot move my lips... I cannot do a lot of things. Therefore.... I'm not satisfied with myself.
I wish everything would go my way... I wish I could get everything I wanted... and here I am, having selfish thoughts again.

4.02.2005

Oh me oh my.

You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it.

Posion

80%

Suicide

60%

Natural Causes

60%

Bomb

53%

Accident

40%

Gunshot

33%

Suffocated

33%

Disease

27%

Disappear

20%

Drowning

20%

Eaten

20%

Stabbed

13%

Cut Throat

13%

How Will You Die??
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