I have a headache. No me gusta. No me gusta nada.

... I could continue playing Harvest Moon for GB forever...

...... Call me, perhaps?......



February 28, 2004

Happy Me Day. :D

Yesterday I finished the 1000 piece puzzle with my cousin.

*** RIP grey mouse... I'll miss you greatly...............***

Bunny with honey and pancake. Not for eating. But to admire. :)

Imagine... AWWW CUTE. That's right. Cute.

Happy Shelby Aveda Simm Atwill Appreciation Day.

:)

People IM me to tell me how wonderful their life is going.

I feel like Gene Forrester all over again.

I have too many aquaintances... and not many friends. Those who are friends, I question whether they still consider me a friend. I have been drifting from nearly everyone. Those who I used to speak to daily, we now only exchange 3 words or less. "How are you?" and just continue walking without waiting for the response. Or just like "Hello" or just a smile. It has gotten to the point where I'm wondering whether I should now consider myself "lonely" or just be thankful some people take time to just acknowledge my presence. I yearn for close companions. Ones where I can just freely speak my thoughts without any resent later for doing so and visa versa. As of now, there is no one (or was there ever) anyone who was close enough to me that didn't mind sharing their secrets or me sharing mine to them. When I thought I had a "best friend" we'd still keep things from eachother. I dare say that I will never want to reveal all of mine even if it's "nothing". I guess that is what prevents me from having those friendships. I guess that is what will always prevent me from having those friendships. But people change. And my thoughts change.

... and life goes on. I feel for the monster in Frankenstein.

The Wedding Planner is a pretty movie.
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Connie~forlornly crestfallen...
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My after school Fridays and Saturdays belong to my mother.

Quiero tiempo callado con yo mismo, pero mi primo es siempre allí. (Perdóneme para mi español, pero necesité decir eso.



>>>Even though you may not consider me a friend, pretend you are just so I feel accepted again.>>>

So, today was pretty all right. I woke up... cleaned my room... cleaned my mother's room... cleaned the family room... and then cleaned the living room... (clean meaning make everything straight and dust-free.) Then... I went to the movies with my cousin, Jen, and her bf. We saw Big Fish. I liked it. I liked it a lot. Except with they mentioned something about bunnies that wasn't very appropriate... Urg... never say anything bad about bunnies. Makes Connie sad.... :( But it was overall a good movie. Very unique. If you haven't seen it, check it out. Good stuff there.

Afterwards, my cousin, parents and I went to eat dinner at a Chinese restaurant.. I have had better... :/ Then... soon after I arrived back at home, I cleaned my mice's cage. Stenchville. Bleh. Really sickening... but... ya gotta clean it.

Recently, I have been getting irritated easily. Irritated at people who don't even think. Irritated at those who think I don't know what taxes are. People who tell me not to volunteer and help pick up trash. I guess it's not really people... It's more like one person. She still tells me not to go for hard classes. I'm not sure if it's reverse psychology or not. I don't think it is... but it's working. Dangit. It's working. I try to hard. Sometimes I forget why. Someone help me.

I drift away from people because of relationships. Golly no, not mine. (HAHAHA, like I have any boy-girl relationships... funny.) but theirs. Oh no, "Viesha", I'm not implying yours. No, because I think we still communicate to a substantial degree. But others... others.... Go fig.

Hope y'all had a nice weekend. And do have a pleasant week.