Umbrella.

The weather is too inconsistent. There needs to be never-ending rain and clouds until I say "stop". I wish I had the power to control the weather.

Time to diss myself.

During the past months, I've been trying to not think of any bad thoughts that would make me gloomy. I remember the last two years when I'd always accumulate horrible ideas that would build up paranoia and make me feel like exploding, and at one point, it did... but I will not get into that.
By being more optimistic and less pessimistic, I've become an idiotic, thoughtless fool. When a person came to me and talked to me about how bad their year has been, all I had to say was "Wow, that really does suck... Hopefully next year will be better." I realize that that is possibly the worst thing to say. I can try to justify my actions by saying "Oh... I don't really want other people's problems to bring me down... so I try to ignore their problems as well," but that is also probably the worst thing to think. Me=semi-self-centered.
I'm actually likin' the life of no depressing worries about the 'teenage social life'. I haven't even felt any true emotional feelings in the longest time. I've shunned that side of me...
... Right now, I'm not trying to "deep" and express my deepest feelings. This is as far as I go. I would just like to apoligize to anyone who I have been rude to, who I have ignored or hurt, or anything else. I'm sorry.
If it's possible, I'm going to try to be a more compassionate person.
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Dream of bunnies.

Sleepover.

Friday night, Laina slept over. We layed out a sleeping bag in the living room and watched Mean Girls on DVD (with Ting Ting, too, of course). I started falling asleep during the movie. Not because it was boring (it's far from boring), but because I ate too much dinner. Gah, orange chicken is too good. Saturday afternoon, I don't know exactly why this happened, but the three of us just started cleaning my house. While I wiped dust off countertops and such, Laina was vacuming all the rooms. Occassionally, Laina and Ting Ting would fight over the vacume cleaner. Strangest sight ever. Thanks a million, Laina! I owe you.
Is it just me, or is time passing faster than usual?

Much fun.

Yesterday was eventful. Laina picked Jennifer, Tevis, and I up and drove us to Metro Mall while it was storming out. It was crazy; you could barely see what was ahead of you. Luckily, Laina is a good driver, so despite me clinging on to the seats really tightly and semi-freakin' out, I was perfectly fine. She parked semi-far from Sears, so we had to walk through a gigantic, unavoidable puddle. Fortunetly, instead of trudging through the germ-infested water like Tevis, Laina, and Jennifer did, I hopped on Tevis' back and got a piggy back ride across. (weeee... that was fun). We walked around for a bit, Jennifer got a shirt with a black cat on it. We all know she got it to impress Matthew. ;p (Oh geez, Jennifer is going to kill me for saying that once she sees this.) Then we went to one of those photo booth things and took two sets. Gah ha... These are fun.
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Then we went to Mervyn's and visited Cameron while he worked. That was a shocker to him... haven't seen him since last December. While at Mervyn's, Laina, Jennifer, and I found a couple of outfits for Tevis to try on and eventually buy. He no longer has just black jeans (wow). We also found this spiffy red hat... that I made him buy. Hopefully, this hat won't get stolen or ruined... I really like this hat. :p
Weeellllllllllllll... Then we all went to Eatza Pizza where we all had a pizza/item eating contest. Tevis lost horribly with 7 items... Ting Ting got 10... and Laina and I tied with nearly 14 items... For me.. It was like a salad, 4 breadsticks, two desert pizzas, two batches of noodles, and maybe 4 pizzas. Something like that. I gained 5 pounds from all that... Good grief, I won't be doing this again in a long while. Thanks, Tevis, for takin' away mine and Laina's salad before we actually did vomit. I'm stuffed like a full bunny.

WARNING: Naruto spoiler.

Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you... Do not continue reading if you do not want to have a part ruined for you...


[insert vulgar language]
Dangit, Sasuke... Why do you have to turn into an ugly girly lookin' monster.
[insert more vulgar language]

... I'm discontent now. ::weeps::

Friday night.

Friday night was pretty cool. At around 7:30-8:00pm Jenny, Laina, Eric, and I played some basketball on the Thunderbird HS courts. I must say, I'm as good at shooting hoops as bunnies are at swimming in the pool. It was still cool though. After playin' for awhile and then craving for some aych-two-oh, we ventured around the school, finally found cold water and then sat around Eric's front yard for a bit while his brother and him played a few tunes. They are wow. Then Laina heard the football bus going into THS, so she immediately drove Jenny and me back to the school so we could say hello to Jeff. As we waited for Jeff to get out of the locker room, Laina and I climbed atop Jeff's wicked van and ... continued to wait. Jeff showed no reaction to this but turned on his car and started driving for a lil bit. It was pretty scary, especially going over a speed bump, but we're still alive and well. That was a fun experience...
Never road atop a driving car before... Even though it was for a short while. It was fun, some of you should try it sometime.

Don't make me become a failure.

My goal for this school year is to make sure my friends pass their classes.
... Cacti... You will be eligible to play soccer...

Hope.

If Connie managed to get Arsenic III, that means life can go on.
This was great... I finally confirmed my test for my arsenic ion for qualitative analysis. Everyone had a nice visible sample that could be seen clearly just by lookin' at it... I spent three class hours adding all these chemicals only to find out I had a couple specks of Arsenic. My sample seemed messed up the whole way through compared to others... BUT... I still had hope... and so therefore... my arsenic appeared finally at the end... It was so less that Ms. Sigmon had to whip out her magnifying glass to make sure the precipitant was the right color. And... she's giving me credit for what puny arsenic I had. It seriously just looked like a little scratch on the bottom of my centrifuge tube.
I CONFIRMED MY ARSENIC ION... Therefore, I am great.

Resemblence.

He reminds me of this Blink 182 rabbit.

Again.

Dude, I had another dream about him again. He was eating dinner at my house, and then he excused himself from the table and started watching t.v. Soon after, he just went back home. What a dream.

Another portion of my dream was...
Tevis, Matthew, Ting Ting, and I were walking to Matthew's house after school, so I can possibly get a ride from his dad to go home(ha, sound familar to real life?), and as we were walking, they were saying how big my belly was or something. rofl. Thanks guys.

There was a third part in my dream... but.. I cannot recall it, dangnabit.

THANK YOU, Cacti.

Thanks, Tevis, for staying after school for nearly an hour waiting for me to finish my lab and making sure I had a ride home. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.
... Thank you.

He said "Hi" to me today. Hehehaha.

*~*~Happy 17th Birthday Charnell!!!!!!~*~*
...also...
Congratulations to Laina's victories and success in badminton so far!
... also...
Congratulations, Thomas, for surviving your first two days of highschool. Psh. Freshmen. :p

... I had fun drawing a neuron last night.

Yet another Castles 'n' Coasters adventure...

At C'n'C, I had several first timers...
First time to...
... Eat a churro (or... whatever those things are called... maybe it was my second time... I don't remember.)
... Ride in the front of the water log ride... (made sure my mouth was shut this time so no germ-infested water will enter)
... Drive the Muskrat cars (Dude, I'm going to be a horrible driver...)
... and drive a bumper car by myself (Oh wait... this might be the second time too...)
... so I guess it was first timers and second timers (perhaps).
I spent from 2pm-8pm at C'n'C. I also learned that I'm not a very good sales person, but I can lie and keep a straight face when I want to. So I guess I'm not ULTRA bad sales person... I just can't sell anything.

My deepest apologies, Laina. Please forgive me. I'll be at your badminton game Tuesday, hopefully. Congratulations on your winnings so far. Good luck in your future games.

Comfort.

I love my old pillow... Actually, it's two pillows that I stuffed in one pillow bag. It's much more comfortable than my "big" poofy one that makes my neck hurt when I wake up. I don't wake up in the middle of the night that often anymore. It's great. Today was great. Ever since the dream, I've been feeling great.