Bunnies are good for you. (BUT NOT FOR EATING)

Ben, your words are very wise, thank you. I will think long and hard about what you said.
Jenny, ANY words of encouragement is VERY helpful to me, so thank you for taking time out of your busy life to tell me what you had to say.

I have four tests next week. While I am not super thrilled about this, I know they are only tests. My mind has been more focused on the purpose of my life and what I want to do and achieve in the future. At the moment, school feels like just a side thing. While it is a big part of my life and takes up SOOO MANY hours, I can't think of it dominating me. You do what you gotta do to aim for what you want to do in the future, right?

On a lighter note, my bunny is adorable.

Hey, Jen.. I just saw the comment. I didn't realize there was a visitor.. ><

Sorry to hear that the living arrangement still hasn't been resolved... or will ever be resolved.

I am trying my best to motivate myself to keep on going... But sometimes I am left to wonder if all my hard work has a point to it. I find myself studying long hours, only to forget all the information minutes before the quiz/test. It's starting to feel that hard work no longer pays off, for me at least. Something is going on in my brain that isn't making it function correctly anymore. My thoughts are constantly swimming to dangerous areas... dangerous, as in... things I shouldn't be thinking about (i.e. giving up because of the reason described above). All I can do is keep on trying. Right? I can't race against time, and if I don't succeed the first time, I do have more chances, right? Why do I feel so rushed to get done with everything and start working, esp. when I see many people working who wished they "took their time" in school while its "much easier." Life is seemingly difficult in all aspects possible. What I find most helpful is surrounding myself with encouraging friends. Amelia made me constantly think... that I am lucky... because of the friends I have. While this is a large part of my happiness, there are so many factors that cloud my thoughts of happiness.

And this is where I am at right now. Still trying. Still seeking. But not yet feeling anything positive from it.

So....

how's the school year been so far?...