Inside out. Outiside in.

I've lost it. I really have. I don't feel anything anymore. I can't really taste much anymore. It's as if my senses have stopped functioning. I'm left with emotionless thoughts that I scribble down in my journal. It's all plain script... Stream of conciousness, yet ordinary stream of conciousness. I'm at a standstill, and I don't know what happened. I don't know what I want because I can't feel what I want. To be on the safe side, I just don't want anything. I'm accepting nothing because accepting something will seem absolutely meaningless. I'm numbed.

Join the Suicide Club.

I watched the most bizzare movie tonight with Ting Squared, Crystal, and Tevis. It was entitled Suicide Club, and there were a few squeamish parts. Sorry, for kicking you or doing whatever I was doing unintentionally during those moments.
... Suicide is fun and dandy. Let's beat the record of 54 and gather 100 people to commit suicide at the same time...
Sign-up here.

Feliz Cumpleanos a Laina!

...*Happy birthday to you *...
...*Happy birthday to you*...
...*Happy birthday dearest Laina*...
...*Happy birthday to you*...

This is good to know...

You scored as Geek.

Geek		44%
Loner		38%
Punk/Rebel		31%
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader		19%
Goth		13%
Drama nerd		13%
Ghetto gangsta		13%
Stoner		0%

What's Your High School Stereotype

"Ode to Regret" by Nick

[07:48] TE4747: now im going to feel guilty forever
[07:49] TE4747: and the moment i was mean will haunt me forever
[07:49] TE4747: i will wake up in the middle of the night and think
[07:49] TE4747: why did i say that
[07:49] TE4747: what compelled me to be so cruel
[07:49] TE4747: as time passes
[07:49] TE4747: we will grow apart
[07:49] TE4747: forget each other
[07:49] TE4747: and our past
[07:50] TE4747: but the moment when i decided to try and be funny
[07:50] TE4747: will remain
[07:50] TE4747: i will grow emptier
[07:50] TE4747: colder
[07:50] TE4747: crueler
[07:50] TE4747: sorrier
[07:50] TE4747: lonlier
[07:51] TE4747: eventually i will look in the mirror and see a hollow empty person
[07:51] TE4747: with nothing but bitterness to look back on
[07:51] TE4747: and only emptiness to look forward to

Stupid viruses PART II

I have caught the cold... thanks to all those ill before me... I have become yet another victim. GRrrrRRrrr...

Stupid viruses...

This goes out to all those were really sick recently and still have some symptoms or are currently really ill:
=>Jenny, Laina, Tevis, David, Charnell, -insert your name here if you are sick-<=
Get well, soon. I'm cheering on your leukocytes. They can beat those evil thingies.

Stole this from Anthony's place.

"http://www.filmfights.com
VOTE FOR HBD. PLEASE. "
I'm a good person. Thought I'd sporadically help advertise.

*-.-FaNtAsY...*

[10:18] LHL1987: Dream of bunnies.
[10:19] c0laAddict: Thanks, you dream of Anime dudes.

Laina the Magnificent Shoe Lover

roflmao. Thank you, Laina, for the freakin' good laugh... and thanks for returning my shoe... many hours later... It was a bit lop-sided walking on only one... :P
--Lmao, YOU OPENED MY WALKIE TALKIES! lmao. We should still test them... even if your house is 3.4 miles away...--

Puzzle Mistresses are back.

Ting Ting and I are puzzle geniuses. The dolphin one (gift from Jenny) was 750 pieces and really fun to put together. The Pooh one was 1,000 pieces and man did I want to kill that puzzle. Fortuneatly... there were numbers on the back to help... although they were misleading and every piece seemed to fit eachother.