Why care for anyone... if they don't really care for you back?
How do you trust someone... after they have lost it twice?
It feels like almost everyone is putting on this facade that they are really your friend, but when the time comes to prove it, they screw you over instead.
You can never say you cannot control yourself, because whatever you do is really your decision.
It's your decision to lose control...
'sigh'
I'm sick of this... but I don't know what to do...
I have too much control right now... that I don't know what to do with it.
I can't help thinking... and not acting... doing anything about anything.
I'm still partially numb. I know I should go kick some ass. Suffocate myself in a pillow and scream. Tear some stuff apart. Wait, maybe that's too far.
I'm unstable... but controlled... and I don't know what to do.....
I think I'm hurt. I'm going to do some homework now.